a little

in the mist


I trust that every human reading this is in the midst of significant dissolving

and letting go

or seeing what needs to let go

or grieving what is gone.

And the waters, they roar and clear and cry.

And the land holds us

whether we rush across its surface or bow in praise to its roots.

The land holds us and receives

what unravels from our minds, releases from our skin,

untethers from the stories we’ve idolized as trees.

And the sky is witness.

And the sky is map.

And the sky holds us, too, as we spin.

We’re all inside the spin, dissolving.

We see what we see.

And that’s only a little.

Your neighbor sees a little.

That celebrity you follow sees a little.

Your ancestors see a little.

Those people you call delusional see a little.

And you see a little.

We’re all in the mist.

Our seemingly separate little apertures are pores for collective breath.

They are holes, not holdings.

Portals of passage for threads of sky none of us can see—

Light weavings,

Stretch and tickle of stars,

In, out, tumble, arc.

The awe of it.

The tapestry of our dissolving.

How each little hums the whole.

How the land still holds us.

And the waters, how they sing.

*

as delight, Melissa

 

mist from the top of Diamond Hill in Connemara National Park


Connemara National Park


sculpture from Brigit’s Garden (near Galway, Ireland)


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I am a being who loves the moss and the mist.

I also love to support others with concrete practices for noticing through what seems murky and dense to find what’s simple and true (and often just beyond the surface of the mist).

Melissa A. Butler